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    She sat down, once again contemplating something she shouldn't. The glass mask she chose to wear became more of a burden than she thought it would be. Lies spilled from her tongue everyday of her life as she went on living. No body would ever understand the pain that swelled in her chest.
    'Sweet candy with a bitter center' she thought scrutinizingly. 'That's all I am...'
    She wasn't far off either. She was the sweetest girl you'd find. This girl would always being helping those around her, but no one was there to help her. She grew up with mild depression, so a sewn up smile was all she had.
    It ruined everyday for her and she didn't know what was going to become of her. Sometimes she'd get so angry and sad that she didn't even feel like herself.
    She thought she was going insane...until she found a candle.
    This candle lead her through the deep darkness of her own despair and let her genuinely smile.
    "Matthew..." she whispered softly to the air. Her good friend was all she ever had. He had picked her up when she was down and helped her mend what felt like irreparable wounds.
    "I'm broken..." she cried out in a murmur. "I should have noticed...you were too..."
    Their bond was strong and she never left his side. She had grown to love her Canadian friend, but he would never learn of this fact.
    The candle's flame had been snuffed out by it's own wax, leaving her in the dark.
    She began to curl up in a ball as she reminisced on the day they first met.
    She had gone through a particularly rough day when she found him staring out at a lake that was at the edge of the local park.
    "It's beautiful...isn't it?" she murmured sweetly, forcing her lips to curve into a smile.
    The boy didn't respond at first, thinking she wasn't talking to him.
    She walked over and sat next to the usually invisible Canadian. "Are you okay?" she asked thoughtfully.
    He finally pulled his eyes from the clear water and glanced into her (e/c) orbs. "Y-Yea..." he whispered.
    "It doesn't seem that way..." she murmured, voiced laced delicately with clear concern.
    He shook his head. "I was just zoned out." he murmured. "Don't worry."
    The girl decided not to pry and whispered. "What's your name?"
    "Matthew..." he smiled a little, though he figured she wouldn't remember.
    "Matthew..." she repeated, testing his name on her lips. "I'm _____."
    He blushed hearing his name run so casually from her silky voice. His heart began to warm up as he smiled at her.
    Hesitantly the kind girl wrapped her arms around him in a fond manner. "Will you be my friend?" she whispered softly, her voice this time gave away how much she needed this.
    He froze for a moment before wrapping his arms around her and nodding sweetly. "Of course."
    Tears slipped from her eyes as she fell from her beautiful memory and crashed back to the horrible reality surrounding her. She clutched the park bench roughly, digging her nails into the wood that had been softened by rain and other forms of weathering.
    Sitting at the edge of the water was her only friend, her only light.
    "Why didn't you tell me!?" she screamed out to the atmosphere.
I'm warning you now...this has a lot of feels...and it was supposed to. My friend :iconinuyasha-fangurl: is going through a rough time and wanted a sad story that would give her a good cry. I hope I accomplished my mission with this story...Well any who~ I hope you enjoy this story~

[Also don't feel bad if you notice a mistake~ Please tell me. I love learning~]

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Hetalia(c) :iconhimaruyaplz:

The image was found a long time ago on Tumblr....
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lexicat00 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
MATTIE!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! DON'T DIE!!! YOU CAN'T DIE!!!
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconcanadablushplz: :iconsaysplz: I-I'm fine~
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lexicat00 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
MATTIE!!! :iconglompplz:
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconmattiewilliamsplz: *hugs back*
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lexicat00 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconhugplz: That story was so sad!
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconyaoicupcakeluver: :iconsaysplz: S-Sorry...I'm no good at writing happy things...*sweatdrop*

:iconprettycanadaplz: :iconsaysplz: I forgive you...

:iconyaoicupcakeluver: :iconsaysplz: M-Merci~
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lexicat00 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's okay! I'm the exact same... Except opposite... Okay, almost the same. I can only write happy writing.
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ahh..I see, hold onto that, because it means you're most of the time optimistic~
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PreciousKittyGirl Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
aww that's so sad...but i don't really understand. what happened?
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Canada kept the fact that he was also depressed to himself but it became too much and he committed suicide where they first met...
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PreciousKittyGirl Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
oh ok. thank you.
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem~
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inuyasha-fangurl Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This made me cry, thank you! :iconcryingplz:
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem~
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:iconpolludaughterofanime:
Wow. Beautifully written; perfect amount of ambiguity.
ALSO FEELS <3
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much~ But most of all I'm glad you enjoyed it~ ^-^
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LulzAwesomeCakes Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
I love this, but I'm a bit confused at what happened at the end... did Mattie die? :/
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad you loved it and yes...Mattie did die... :(
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LulzAwesomeCakes Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
:nu: NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!! TT_TT
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconyaoicupcakeluver: :iconsaysplz: It's okay...He only died in the story~ He's over there eating pancakes~ *points*

:iconhappycanadaplz: *eating lovely fluffy pancakes*
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LulzAwesomeCakes Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013
:iconlulzawesomecakes::iconsaysplz:O_O; MINE!!! *tackles*

^^ Mattie~ :iconsnuggleplz: y u so cuuute? TTvTT
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconembarrassedcanadaplz: :iconsaysplz: I-I don't know.
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LulzAwesomeCakes Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013
Me: hgvjsvffvjsfbjbsjhsbj *dies of fandom and feels*

2p!: Great, look what you did. -3- I'm the one who has to clean that up, you know.
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*looks at 2p! then down to you then back to 2p!* Sorry...
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Singing-Wolf-12 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
That so describes how I've been feeling lately... Very emotional read!!! :')
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks and I'm glad you enjoyed it~^-^ [totally just realized that this is my default on how I respond to comments...I should probably change it up a bit...]
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Singing-Wolf-12 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem!
Don't worry about it, or at least not with me. I have a default "you're welcome" 'cause I compliment people all of the time and they say thank you and...yeah, you get the point. I'm just happy when they actually do say "thank you" since some people are either too busy or too lazy to do even that! So, again, I don't think you need to worry about it!
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay~ ^-^ Thanks for the helping opinion. I was starting to think that maybe people might get annoyed.
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Singing-Wolf-12 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem! :) lol, see? Default... :P
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
^-^
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kayniakaya Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student Writer
If she wants a good cry, I think my 'The Girl The Hero Couldn't Save' would help...I was going through a hard time and that story was a result...I do like this story as well
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That1AsianChick Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I want to say that I've read both of your stories. they are both bittersweet and wonderful in their own way.
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kayniakaya Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you ^_^
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That1AsianChick Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're certainly welcome! ^-^
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad you enjoyed it and I'll mention it to her~ ^-^
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kayniakaya Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student Writer
I just know that a lot of people said they cried reading the story, so I thought maybe your friend would too. I enjoy reading people's stories. It makes me happy.
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
^-^ It makes me happy as well, and don't worry I'm sure it'll help~ Thanks~
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kayniakaya Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you ^^
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No problem~
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draw4you1995 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013   Artist
i-i love it....so much T ^ T
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm glad you love it. :iconcanadablushplz:
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draw4you1995 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013   Artist
Canada!:iconrussiacryingplz:
yes it was very awesome and sad
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you~ Also don't worry Canada is fine~ He's eating pancakes~

:iconhappycanadaplz: *mouthful of fluffy pancakes* :iconsaysplz: Hm?
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draw4you1995 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013   Artist
yay*
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay~
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draw4you1995 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013   Artist
:icondraw4you1995: :iconsaysplz:
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconcanadablushplz: *smiles shyly*

:iconyaoicupcakeluver: *smiles*
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draw4you1995 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013   Artist
*hugs the both of you*
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YaoiCupcakeluver Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconembarrassedcanadaplz: *shyly hugs back*

:iconyaoicupcakeluver:*hesitantly hugs back* :iconsaysplz: Sorry...not used to...hugs
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5NinjaCat Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2013
My feels...
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